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I’m sad. Sad as a person. Sad in feeling. I’m really sad. Sad that I can’t let go of you. I constantly try to think of a loophole to get back with you. But I suppose it’s too late for that.
You were everything to me. Even when you’re not here, you still are everything to me. Today, I was doing Christmas shopping in The City of Angels. Walking on Rodeo Drive, I saw something that I thought you would like. Then I realized, you’re not in my life anymore. It was a sparkly, glittery dress.
Fact: Two of the things you like. Dresses and things that glitter.
Then as I was shopping for my younger cousin at Toys R’ Us. I saw an easy bake oven that reminded me of you.
Fact: You love baking.
Even when I was eating at Burger King today I remembered you. How you used to lecture me on being healthy.
Fact: You try to maintain a healthy lifestyle.
I was walking around LA. I passed by the Kodak Theater. A man walked passed me wearing a Wayne Gretzky jersey.
Fact: You really like hockey.
I was in the DVD store and I was looking for something to buy. I went to the Blu-Ray section. I saw ‘The Crow’ and it reminded of the day of the Teh Tarik Fiasco.
Fact: Your all-time favorite movie is ‘Love Actually’.
Staying at the DVD shop, I looked at some trilogies. There was Lord of The Rings, the original Star Wars trilogy, the Matrix trilogy, and every other trilogy under the sun. But the one trilogy that caught my eye was the Rush Hour trilogy. Not because I wanted to buy it. But because it reminded me of you.
Fact: You have an awesome sense of humor.
Then when I was walking down the road. I saw a bunch of paparazzi. I tried to get a glimpse of who they were stalking. When I finally saw her, I thought she looked familiar. Then I remembered. That was Ashley Greene. She reminded of Twilight. She reminded me of who started all this.
Fact: You were linked to the werewolf. The same guy who sparked all this.
That got me upset. That got me really upset. I went to the Disney studios. Where they were shooting some show. So I went out with DD and Miles after that. For coffee. They asked me how I was doing. As I explained, I realized something.
Fact: I’m not done loving you.
